05/11/2023
And our journey continues… Where do we start?
The news from my PET scan was less than favorable. The Cancer has spread in several places including the lining of my heart, around my lungs, in my abdomen and liver, and also in my bones! We are going back to Houston next week to meet with a different oncologist @ MD Anderson, for a clinical trial. We have been numb since getting the news yesterday. Please don’t get confused, I long to go to Heaven, but I’m not done living my life here on Earth. I’m not done making memories with my husband and watching my kids grow! I’m not done spoiling my Caroline Claire.. being her Lovie is one of my greatest treasures.. I’m not done teaching art to all the little ones that come in my class… Which I absolutely love ❤️ I never saw my job as a job. I love it and all the kids. I get to spoil them and then return them to their classrooms... Kinda of like a grandmother! So what do I do?
I fight and I keep fighting. I know my God is on the throne, He is the great physician, He is the great healer. He is YHWH. I know that I have to have faith. The question is not whether we have faith, the question is whether we trust God to do what He says He will do.. Trust makes all the difference ❤️ Proverbs 3:5-6
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.”
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