04/19/2024
Today.. This photo is how i see my self...
A hole ripped through the very fabric of my being.
This hole eventually healing along the jagged edges that remain.
As over time it may even shrink in size.
But that hole will always be there.
A piece of me always missing.
For where there is now deep grief and emptiness, there was once great love.
I'm not ashamed to admit this.
I dont judge myself for it.
I dont blame my self.
I Don’t suppress it.
I Don’t rush it.
I Rather, acknowledge it ....and i'm sharing that with you.
I Lean into it.
I Listen to
More than anything in my life I FEEL IT.
So what do i do?.... I Sit with it.
Sit with the pain. And remember the love.
.......This is where my healing will begin. Today is day 1.
