11/25/2022
Big thanks to for taking interest in our collective fabrication shop and going the extra mile to include my dog in this photoshoot, for creating a space that feels comfortable to work in as a woman-bodied human, and including me in this opportunity, and for capturing these moments so artfully.
These photos arrived in my inbox two months ago, and though I was thrilled, I couldn’t bring myself to share them. I created this account to offer a curated selection of my life - the things I make for myself and for other people, a celebration of my successes. It’s on-brand for this account to show you how good I am doing. But, like most people in this world, I am not always doing good.
Today, I want to do something different with a post. I want to honor my (and for many of you, our) late friend, Leijia Hanrahan, whose life came to a peaceful close at the turn of this month. It pains me to inscribe sincere thoughts here into digital characters, words that can never do the heavy waves of emotions justice. Leijia was someone who could skillfully conjure words to break open a thick silence when no one else knew quite what to say. She was a fiery woman with a sharp tongue and a burning sense of humor. She inspired me with her vitality and intelligence and heart and yet she, too, felt the pain and weight of the universe.
I want to inspire you, and I am thrilled by every loving message I receive by a stranger or friend, with a question or a picture of a project. It brings me so much joy and meaning to life. I have to confess, and I want you to know, that I too feel the weight of the universe and that for every expression of joy, I also experience an equal and opposite pain. Behind every success lies just as many (if not more) failures. There is power within me, just like there is power within you, if we harness it. Some days, I wake up and drink a glass of water so that other days I can wake up and build a table. The reflex to choose life is like a muscle to build and train every day, to pursue what gives joy but also to share our pain because it’s real, it’s there and the best antidote is company🖤