24/07/2023
even after years of shooting and taking photographs, i cannot pin down 'what is my style?' question to an answer. the same way i cannot categorised my writings. i think having to label the art forms i enjoy would scare me away from enjoying them. i've had that experience already through coffee where the label barista, even though it's the legit way to describe my vocation, slowly made me fall out of love from being one. because what comes next after a label are unnecessary questions from strangers which could make you doubt yourself.
people will ask what's my favourite coffee, what's my go to drink. do i have a coffee shop that i frequent most or do i have specific roasters i love and roasters i dislike. all these dumb questions, redundant to a point made me lose the interest and passion i had for a craft i've been doing for twenty years. are those questions important to even begin with?
i don't want my love for photography, the simplicity of enjoying a good shot be ruined the same way. so here i am still undecided to pick a label for an art form i've love since i was five years old. photography has always been magic for me, as i freeze time eternally.
what i do know is that now i'm taking a lot more time to learn and better my photography techniques and interpretations. paying more attention to the story, picking out the poetic moments through my perspectives to share it with the world.
i still don't know what i'll eventually become as a creative a decade from now and that's okay. as long as i still love the craft, the becoming can take its own course. stick to the path and the destination will reveal itself eventually.